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Locked away in a constant state of fear.


Greetings to you absolute legends in the world. I received the news today…the diagnoses…Covid. Someone in my life has contracted Covid and is locked away from the rest of the home. Now, I must stay separated living in a living room without much to do other than write, watch Hell’s Kitchen, and whatever I can find on YouTube. Also, I’ve become addicted to a small knockoff of Minecraft which isn’t that bad. I can’t afford the actual price of Minecraft but nonetheless here I am. Sitting down and drinking some soda and just enjoying the day. I was wondering just what I should do? Should I share

what I’ve written so far? Should I just post one of my books on here? I don’t honestly know. But I do feel bad having to miss work cause of this but it’s something that should be taken seriously. Now, I’m not one of those people that argue about all this stuff or restrictions. You gotta do what you gotta do in order to survive. It’s the way of the world. It’s rough believe me, I’m on the brink, well always the brink of being homeless. It’s a fine line that I live with every day and that’s why there are moments in my life where I throw my hands up and shout I don’t care anymore. I don’t like to speak about it but it’s the truth. It’s hard to live with it on some occasions but for the most part, everything is a struggle. I’m trying to branch out with my writing, trying to gain readers and fans. I write not for money though that would be very nice I just want to know that someone out there anywhere like my work? I honestly don’t know what to do with all this stuff. Perhaps, it’s an irony that ever since this pandemic took place I never was touched by it, and now with all these people arguing and marching and doing such out in left field acts. Nevertheless, we must all work together and make this place something special. We must put aside our differences and make the future a better place. It’s funny how crazy the world has become in the last ten years. The problem is when we as a society can put aside our differences and decide to stop taking sides and dividing everyone then the world would be a better place. But it’ll never happen because people just don’t care to learn from the mistakes of the past. It’s pointless talking about this stuff if you think about it. The media keeps talking about war and people fighting pointless things. Let’s remember the good times when people weren’t so angry or when they weren’t so divided. I honestly appreciate all those who take the time to read these posts and support my work. It means a lot to me and so ith that being said I love you and don’t forget to like, comment, share, and follow this site for more posts and novel updates and chapter reveals.

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