So with everything going on in the world and with my life being the way it is. I write every day like some sort of fanatic. The very thought of writing gives me goosebumps. The worlds that one can create, the world of adventure, and the characters you breathe life into are extraordinary. Sure there are moments of doubt in one's own abilities. But all who take the arts path will always feel like this. They will always feel as if they're wasting their lives in some way. I feel like that all the time, but I don't let it get to me for the most part.
The way I look at it is that I just hope one day that I could have at least one fan. One fan that would leave reviews and enjoy the tales that I spin. I've written seven novels so far and currently working on number eight, which I already have the title all picked out and at the six thousand word mark. The first six novels are going to be in one hefty paperback. I have a youtube channel set up for whenever I decide to make videos. There are times when I write if I wonder, will the world ever take notice of me? How I will be remembered for my writing rather than the 9 to 5 job that I waste my life doing every single day. I honestly can't stand not doing anything but standing around and making myself do busy work. I'm at the point in my life where I just attempt to make myself look busy in a market that's changing with every waking moment but not in a good way. But I will never give up, I will never surrender, and I will follow the path of my dream.